Be yourself?

Saturday, October 22, 2011



有些时候别人会说我任性,不想长大
我知道,我会感情用事,无论公事或私事,但是我知道分寸在那里…
其实真的真的不想长大,可是人还是会长大的…
唉!在家里最小,可能也是这个原因,有些受保护吧?
有个朋友跟我说:“在家里最小的,会散发出一种很特殊的气质,很小孩子,脾气也很怪!”
这个我赞同阿!

昨天我竟然为了小事跟我在matriculation的朋友吵架,不是吵拉…是耍脾气而已
事情是这样的,我去打壁球,过后我们每天一起吃晚餐的,他去了没叫我…
我也是生气一下而已,很快就气消了~ 可是好像有点过分吧?为了这点小事?
可能以前人家都迁就我?从来没有人会这样对我,所以觉得气吧?
朋友阿,如果以前你们一直迁就我,对不起啊!

可能我需要改?但是觉得改了就不像我了?Be youself !这句每次也听人家说吧?
可能需要成熟一点点,可能会好一点
我的小孩子气也只会在很熟的朋友才会出来 哈哈!这个也是一种特征~!
所以还是要时间考虑要不要改咯?你们觉得呢?

A New One

Monday, October 17, 2011

I dunno since when is the last time I wrote a post .. It's been a long long long time..
Well , NOt that i am busy .. just being lazy to update >< ~
I am in matriculation life for 5 months( i guessed) if i am not mistaken..
Things had really change a lot.. I really miss my secondary school friend here..
BTW I met some nice friends here ..
LET ME MAKE CLEAR ABOUT THIS. 
I seem to have a lot of friends surrounding me, 
I mean .. well yeah.. I can make friends easily, but there's a difference between friends and buddies. 
I may look friendly and cheerful, but that's only part of me :-)

My exam is coming soon.. 2 weeks more to go..Am i prepared ? I don't think so ..
arghh ! I am frustrated ! I woke up quite early this morning , but i ended up typing blog at here .
I should really updated myself and keep myself civilised ! I went back home last week..
I am glad that i went home ~ MY family kept me delight ! Thank you mummy and daddy and sis <3 !
I had enough rest ! and now is the time for me to fight !
After my finals, I should have 2 weeks for me to enjoy , but I need to come back to school after 5 days of relaxing.. I became the Sukarelawan for KAKOM ( Matriculation Sport's Day) .. So, we need to come back and aid the lecturers.


I promised myself I need to get 4.0 Flat ! AND ONCE I SAID SO ! I WILL DO IT ! STUDY !!!